When we were 19, my best friend and I promised that if we were both single at 60, we’d find each other — I turned 60 last Tuesday, and my old landline rang.

And the one on the top was written on Tuesday. That day. In handwriting that has almost nothing left of the handwriting I knew.

LORNA — 60

He had written it in the morning, from a hospital bed, with a stamp already on it, on the day the promise came due.

And underneath the whole stack, flat on the bottom of the box, folded into four, was a photocopy of a birth certificate.

And my forty-one years, since I have just described his in one paragraph.

I worked at Rowe’s Mill library for thirty-four years. I was assistant, then senior, then the one who ran it, and it closed in 2019 and is now a dental practice.

My father died in 1994. My mother had a stroke in 2003 and I looked after her in this house for eleven years, and she died upstairs in the front bedroom in 2014.

I have a niece I am close to and a cat and a book group and a raised bed with far too much rhubarb in it.

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